My life is going really good right now (:
I am happy with all of it!! (:
let's see where everyone stands with me now..
Calvin: He graduated boot camp at the beginning of this month, and he's still in Illinois for A school. I talk to him occassionaly. I think about him sometimes, when I listen to songs that used to make me think of him. It makes me happy to not cry over him anymore. I mean, for over a year, I balled my eyes out over him, and now I'm fine. (:
Tyler: ehh...he's doing really dumb things right now, which kind of disappoint me, I don't talk to him unless I absolutely have to.
Josh<3 : Ohh I love him (:
He's absolutely great. He treats Morgan and me like princesses. He bought me a very pretty necklace last week. (:
We've been spending a lot of time together lately, and I can honestly say that I can see myself marrying him (:
It seems as if everything is falling into place. and I love it!
but, ive gotta blow dry my hair, so ttyl (:
Thanks for reading!!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Time for an Update (:
hahaha, everytime i get on this thing I realize how ling it's been since i updated it!! :b
Well....the boy from fayyettville, him and I are just friends, practically best friends (:
Tyler is gone...im kind of glad..he just hurt me time and time again..
I have a new boyfriend. His name is Josh Adams. He's 20...three years older than me...My parents like him. Morgan adores him, and he seems pretty fond of us too (:
We've been together a little over a month now, everything is great again. I am genuinely happy with my life again (: I hadn't had that for over a year. I really missed it!! Tyler and I are still friends...sort of...we try to be civil..
Calvin: He left for basics Arpil 26th :/ But i was surprisingly okay (: We hung out during spring break and talked about getting back together..but that didn't happen..which I think I'm glad that it didn't, because I don't know that I could handle him being gone so far away right now...I miss him though..but i can proudly say that I'm not in love with him anymore.
Strangely enough I'm falling in love with Josh. I just hope that he sticks around and is willing to catch me.
We're going to Kennywood this weekend :D
It's gonna be fun, and i know that I'll have a blast, I've honestly never been to an amusement park! :b
haha, but I'm gonna go to bed. later <3
Well....the boy from fayyettville, him and I are just friends, practically best friends (:
Tyler is gone...im kind of glad..he just hurt me time and time again..
I have a new boyfriend. His name is Josh Adams. He's 20...three years older than me...My parents like him. Morgan adores him, and he seems pretty fond of us too (:
We've been together a little over a month now, everything is great again. I am genuinely happy with my life again (: I hadn't had that for over a year. I really missed it!! Tyler and I are still friends...sort of...we try to be civil..
Calvin: He left for basics Arpil 26th :/ But i was surprisingly okay (: We hung out during spring break and talked about getting back together..but that didn't happen..which I think I'm glad that it didn't, because I don't know that I could handle him being gone so far away right now...I miss him though..but i can proudly say that I'm not in love with him anymore.
Strangely enough I'm falling in love with Josh. I just hope that he sticks around and is willing to catch me.
We're going to Kennywood this weekend :D
It's gonna be fun, and i know that I'll have a blast, I've honestly never been to an amusement park! :b
haha, but I'm gonna go to bed. later <3
Thursday, February 24, 2011
happily okay (:
quick update: Tyler and I got back together a few days before valentine's day. He came to Morgan's birthday party on the 12th, and he brought with him a dozen roses and a little cake for me, and a birthday present for Morgan. Her birthday present was actually a set of pajamas that said "my heart belongs to my daddy". When i opened that gift, I cried a little bit :b
Everything with us was going great, and he even had flowers sent to me on Monday at school (:
Wednesday he told me not to tell his friend Courtney that we were back together because she would be mad at him. He went to glenville with his friends, which I honestly didn't care, and he hung out with girls, honestly it irritated me a little, but i trust him. Then the next day he was texting one of them and she asked him who i was, and he said, a girl i talk to. And that pretty much sucked to read. I just felt like, he was ashamed to be my boyfriend, and since we got back together it just wasn't the same. I told him that we've tried so many times before, and so many times it's failed, so what's the point of trying anymore? I do still love him, but I don't know that I'm in love with him..so we broke up, I'm sort of happy, but I kinda miss him.
I have been talking to a boy from fayetteville though (:
He's really sweet, he makes good grades, he doesn't do drugs, he's a wrestler, he's prefect!! :b I think my parents would like him (: But i don't really know if that's gonna go anywhere, because I don't know how I'm ever gonna be able to see him..but maybe we can work something out.
I've been talking to an old friend lately, whom I lvoe very much, and I'm very glad I can talk to them, over all life is okay (:
to be completely honest, it's still kind of surreal to me that I have a 1 year old daughter! I can't believe it! She got soo much for her birthday :b We had her a birthday party here at the house, it was really nice, a lott of my friends got to come and see her (:
I love my baby girl so much!
Calvin:we are going to hang out sometime in March (: which makes me super happy! He leaves in 2 months and one day :/ ahh, I'm gonna miss him a lott.
Everything with us was going great, and he even had flowers sent to me on Monday at school (:
Wednesday he told me not to tell his friend Courtney that we were back together because she would be mad at him. He went to glenville with his friends, which I honestly didn't care, and he hung out with girls, honestly it irritated me a little, but i trust him. Then the next day he was texting one of them and she asked him who i was, and he said, a girl i talk to. And that pretty much sucked to read. I just felt like, he was ashamed to be my boyfriend, and since we got back together it just wasn't the same. I told him that we've tried so many times before, and so many times it's failed, so what's the point of trying anymore? I do still love him, but I don't know that I'm in love with him..so we broke up, I'm sort of happy, but I kinda miss him.
I have been talking to a boy from fayetteville though (:
He's really sweet, he makes good grades, he doesn't do drugs, he's a wrestler, he's prefect!! :b I think my parents would like him (: But i don't really know if that's gonna go anywhere, because I don't know how I'm ever gonna be able to see him..but maybe we can work something out.
I've been talking to an old friend lately, whom I lvoe very much, and I'm very glad I can talk to them, over all life is okay (:
to be completely honest, it's still kind of surreal to me that I have a 1 year old daughter! I can't believe it! She got soo much for her birthday :b We had her a birthday party here at the house, it was really nice, a lott of my friends got to come and see her (:
I love my baby girl so much!
Calvin:we are going to hang out sometime in March (: which makes me super happy! He leaves in 2 months and one day :/ ahh, I'm gonna miss him a lott.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Wow
Wow, it's been like, FOREVER since I have been on this thing :b SO I figured it was time to update you guys. (:
Well, I'm a junior in high school now, Morgan is almost a year old, actually will be in like 13 days!! It's kind of bittersweet to be honest. Like, I want her to grow up, but it's happening too fast! She's beginning to take a lot of steps, and she says a few words, she mostly babbles though. She giggles all the time, and she's always smiling. I love her so much. I don't know where I would be without her...She's my whole world, I love her more than anything. (: <3
Well this is the part that was about Tyler, but his mom said that it was mean. So I deleted it so I don't have to hear them whining. Oh well though. I'm glad we're done!
Maybe that's the problem, cause I do still love Calvin, very much so. I would do absolutely anything for him. He's going to the Navy, he leaves April 26th. I'm really gonna miss him. We've sort of talked about getting back together, but he says I would be too much of a distraction for him, and he would miss me too much. and blah, blah, blah. Boys are dumb :b
Like seriously, if it meant waiting 2 years to see him, I would do it! Like, that's how much I care about that boy.
BEN PERKINS IS A SILLY LITTLE BOY WHO HAS A HUGE CRUSH ON ME, BUT IT'S OKAY, CAUSE HE'S COOL. THERE YOU GO BEN!!!!
The song Back to December by Taylor Swift describes me perfectly towards him!
The first line says "I'm so glad, you made time to see me. How's life, tell me how's your family. I haven't seen them in a while."
Calvin actually made time to see me the other day (: Last Monday to be exact, I had to stay after school for teen court, and he was out there running his little butt off :b It was so great, even though it was cold. We just stood outside the front of the school and talked, and he gave me some hugs <3 It felt so nice to be in his arms. I still hold onto the fact that he at least talks to me, that means something to me. He could have hated me, and never spoken to me again, but he didn't. I love him for that, in a best friend kind of way.
I'm really trying hard to let go of him, cause I don't think I'll have agreat relationship until I do.
Well, I'm a junior in high school now, Morgan is almost a year old, actually will be in like 13 days!! It's kind of bittersweet to be honest. Like, I want her to grow up, but it's happening too fast! She's beginning to take a lot of steps, and she says a few words, she mostly babbles though. She giggles all the time, and she's always smiling. I love her so much. I don't know where I would be without her...She's my whole world, I love her more than anything. (: <3
Well this is the part that was about Tyler, but his mom said that it was mean. So I deleted it so I don't have to hear them whining. Oh well though. I'm glad we're done!
Maybe that's the problem, cause I do still love Calvin, very much so. I would do absolutely anything for him. He's going to the Navy, he leaves April 26th. I'm really gonna miss him. We've sort of talked about getting back together, but he says I would be too much of a distraction for him, and he would miss me too much. and blah, blah, blah. Boys are dumb :b
Like seriously, if it meant waiting 2 years to see him, I would do it! Like, that's how much I care about that boy.
BEN PERKINS IS A SILLY LITTLE BOY WHO HAS A HUGE CRUSH ON ME, BUT IT'S OKAY, CAUSE HE'S COOL. THERE YOU GO BEN!!!!
The song Back to December by Taylor Swift describes me perfectly towards him!
The first line says "I'm so glad, you made time to see me. How's life, tell me how's your family. I haven't seen them in a while."
Calvin actually made time to see me the other day (: Last Monday to be exact, I had to stay after school for teen court, and he was out there running his little butt off :b It was so great, even though it was cold. We just stood outside the front of the school and talked, and he gave me some hugs <3 It felt so nice to be in his arms. I still hold onto the fact that he at least talks to me, that means something to me. He could have hated me, and never spoken to me again, but he didn't. I love him for that, in a best friend kind of way.
I'm really trying hard to let go of him, cause I don't think I'll have agreat relationship until I do.
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