Wow

Wow, it's been like, FOREVER since I have been on this thing :b SO I figured it was time to update you guys. (:

Well, I'm a junior in high school now, Morgan is almost a year old, actually will be in like 13 days!! It's kind of bittersweet to be honest. Like, I want her to grow up, but it's happening too fast! She's beginning to take a lot of steps, and she says a few words, she mostly babbles though. She giggles all the time, and she's always smiling. I love her so much. I don't know where I would be without her...She's my whole world, I love her more than anything. (: <3


Well this is the part that was about Tyler, but his mom said that it was mean. So I deleted it so I don't have to hear them whining. Oh well though. I'm glad we're done!
Maybe that's the problem, cause I do still love Calvin, very much so. I would do absolutely anything for him. He's going to the Navy, he leaves April 26th. I'm really gonna miss him. We've sort of talked about getting back together, but he says I would be too much of a distraction for him, and he would miss me too much. and blah, blah, blah. Boys are dumb :b
Like seriously, if it meant waiting 2 years to see him, I would do it! Like, that's how much I care about that boy.
BEN PERKINS IS A SILLY LITTLE BOY WHO HAS A HUGE CRUSH ON ME, BUT IT'S OKAY, CAUSE HE'S COOL. THERE YOU GO BEN!!!!
The song Back to December by Taylor Swift describes me perfectly towards him!

The first line says "I'm so glad, you made time to see me. How's life, tell me how's your family. I haven't seen them in a while."
Calvin actually made time to see me the other day (: Last Monday to be exact, I had to stay after school for teen court, and he was out there running his little butt off :b It was so great, even though it was cold. We just stood outside the front of the school and talked, and he gave me some hugs <3 It felt so nice to be in his arms. I still hold onto the fact that he at least talks to me, that means something to me. He could have hated me, and never spoken to me again, but he didn't. I love him for that, in a best friend kind of way.
I'm really trying hard to let go of him, cause I don't think I'll have agreat relationship until I do.