Sunday, January 1, 2012

NEW YEAR!!!!! (:

Well, it's been almost 6 months since I've written anything on here. wow. lol.
A lot of things have changed since my last post, at least personally wise...Josh and I are no longer together. :/ We actually haven't been since August, but we still hang out a lot, and I think if he would get his head out of his butt, we could get back together and have a beautiful thing. But,until he learns a few things about having a true relationship with somebody, that's not going to happen. So, for now, I'm content just having him around....for now..we'll see how long this lasts.

I started talking to a few different people, 2 of them constantly pretty much blow me off. The other one told me that he was only wasting his time with me. I mean...at least he decided to be honest with me now, rather than 6 months down the road...right? Butt, it's cool, because his "girlfriend" for all intensive purposes is certifiably crazy, like, legit. haha.

Morgan is now 22 months old!! She's growing up wayy tooo fast! It's sort of bittersweet. She had a really nice Christmas and enjoys all of her presents! Hmm, I'm in the process of getting a job. I've put an application in at the nursing home, working as a CNA. I had a meeting with the DON Friday, she sounded very positive about hiring me. Now they just have to run a background check, which could take up to 3 weeks. I was hoping to get a job before Morgan's 2nd birthday, but that doesn't seem too promising. I'm excited to get a job though, even if it is taking care of elderly mean and women. They're actually a lot of fun, most of them. They say funny things, most of them are very happy as well. They can really brighten your day if you have enough patience to let them.

6 more months until I graduate!! I'm glad I decided to stay in school. I was actually going to drop out for a brief period, but I didn't. I'm glad. I realize that I would have died of boredom sitting here at my house all day. Granted, I have Morgan, but it's nice to have a break away from her sometimes. Her "father" (in lack of a better word) still isn't in the picture, he visited her twice, which I'm not going to say I dislike that. Because I don't, she deserves a chance at having a father in her life, granted, I don't believe he deserves the chance, because he has already blown it in my eyes, but yeah. He had his chance to be here, and he blew it, so la tee dah. haha.

I was reading through my last blog and I had said something about marrying Josh, and to be honest, I could still see myself doing that. Maybe. I know it sounds crazy, but the way things were in the beginning, by now I thought that I would be engaged, planning a wedding, preparing to move in with Josh, but wow, none of that is happening..But, I can't say I'm disappointed about that either. lol Okay, maybe jus a little bit.

Well, I dyed my hair..again..haha. It's still a little bit red, but it's for real, almost black, it was supposed to be a chestnut color....which was lighter than what it previously has been, but it turned out really dark brown. I like it (: And, Josh says he likes it too, which is perhaps the nicest thing he's ever said to me. haha. jkkk

But, I think that's enough for now, hope you enjoyed the update. bye nowww!!! :DD

Sunday, July 17, 2011

idk what to call this one? :b

My life is going really good right now (:
I am happy with all of it!! (:
let's see where everyone stands with me now..
Calvin: He graduated boot camp at the beginning of this month, and he's still in Illinois for A school. I talk to him occassionaly. I think about him sometimes, when I listen to songs that used to make me think of him. It makes me happy to not cry over him anymore. I mean, for over a year, I balled my eyes out over him, and now I'm fine. (:

Tyler: ehh...he's doing really dumb things right now, which kind of disappoint me, I don't talk to him unless I absolutely have to.

Josh<3 : Ohh I love him (:
He's absolutely great. He treats Morgan and me like princesses. He bought me a very pretty necklace last week. (:
We've been spending a lot of time together lately, and I can honestly say that I can see myself marrying him (:
It seems as if everything is falling into place. and I love it!

but, ive gotta blow dry my hair, so ttyl (:
Thanks for reading!!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Time for an Update (:

hahaha, everytime i get on this thing I realize how ling it's been since i updated it!! :b
Well....the boy from fayyettville, him and I are just friends, practically best friends (:
Tyler is gone...im kind of glad..he just hurt me time and time again..
I have a new boyfriend. His name is Josh Adams. He's 20...three years older than me...My parents like him. Morgan adores him, and he seems pretty fond of us too (:
We've been together a little over a month now, everything is great again. I am genuinely happy with my life again (: I hadn't had that for over a year. I really missed it!! Tyler and I are still friends...sort of...we try to be civil..
Calvin: He left for basics Arpil 26th :/ But i was surprisingly okay (: We hung out during spring break and talked about getting back together..but that didn't happen..which I think I'm glad that it didn't, because I don't know that I could handle him being gone so far away right now...I miss him though..but i can proudly say that I'm not in love with him anymore.
Strangely enough I'm falling in love with Josh. I just hope that he sticks around and is willing to catch me.
We're going to Kennywood this weekend :D
It's gonna be fun, and i know that I'll have a blast, I've honestly never been to an amusement park! :b
haha, but I'm gonna go to bed. later <3

Thursday, February 24, 2011

happily okay (:

quick update: Tyler and I got back together a few days before valentine's day. He came to Morgan's birthday party on the 12th, and he brought with him a dozen roses and a little cake for me, and a birthday present for Morgan. Her birthday present was actually a set of pajamas that said "my heart belongs to my daddy". When i opened that gift, I cried a little bit :b
Everything with us was going great, and he even had flowers sent to me on Monday at school (:
Wednesday he told me not to tell his friend Courtney that we were back together because she would be mad at him. He went to glenville with his friends, which I honestly didn't care, and he hung out with girls, honestly it irritated me a little, but i trust him. Then the next day he was texting one of them and she asked him who i was, and he said, a girl i talk to. And that pretty much sucked to read. I just felt like, he was ashamed to be my boyfriend, and since we got back together it just wasn't the same. I told him that we've tried so many times before, and so many times it's failed, so what's the point of trying anymore? I do still love him, but I don't know that I'm in love with him..so we broke up, I'm sort of happy, but I kinda miss him.

I have been talking to a boy from fayetteville though (:
He's really sweet, he makes good grades, he doesn't do drugs, he's a wrestler, he's prefect!! :b I think my parents would like him (: But i don't really know if that's gonna go anywhere, because I don't know how I'm ever gonna be able to see him..but maybe we can work something out.
I've been talking to an old friend lately, whom I lvoe very much, and I'm very glad I can talk to them, over all life is okay (:

to be completely honest, it's still kind of surreal to me that I have a 1 year old daughter! I can't believe it! She got soo much for her birthday :b We had her a birthday party here at the house, it was really nice, a lott of my friends got to come and see her (:
I love my baby girl so much!

Calvin:we are going to hang out sometime in March (: which makes me super happy! He leaves in 2 months and one day :/ ahh, I'm gonna miss him a lott.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Wow

Wow, it's been like, FOREVER since I have been on this thing :b SO I figured it was time to update you guys. (:

Well, I'm a junior in high school now, Morgan is almost a year old, actually will be in like 13 days!! It's kind of bittersweet to be honest. Like, I want her to grow up, but it's happening too fast! She's beginning to take a lot of steps, and she says a few words, she mostly babbles though. She giggles all the time, and she's always smiling. I love her so much. I don't know where I would be without her...She's my whole world, I love her more than anything. (: <3


Well this is the part that was about Tyler, but his mom said that it was mean. So I deleted it so I don't have to hear them whining. Oh well though. I'm glad we're done!
Maybe that's the problem, cause I do still love Calvin, very much so. I would do absolutely anything for him. He's going to the Navy, he leaves April 26th. I'm really gonna miss him. We've sort of talked about getting back together, but he says I would be too much of a distraction for him, and he would miss me too much. and blah, blah, blah. Boys are dumb :b
Like seriously, if it meant waiting 2 years to see him, I would do it! Like, that's how much I care about that boy.
BEN PERKINS IS A SILLY LITTLE BOY WHO HAS A HUGE CRUSH ON ME, BUT IT'S OKAY, CAUSE HE'S COOL. THERE YOU GO BEN!!!!
The song Back to December by Taylor Swift describes me perfectly towards him!

The first line says "I'm so glad, you made time to see me. How's life, tell me how's your family. I haven't seen them in a while."
Calvin actually made time to see me the other day (: Last Monday to be exact, I had to stay after school for teen court, and he was out there running his little butt off :b It was so great, even though it was cold. We just stood outside the front of the school and talked, and he gave me some hugs <3 It felt so nice to be in his arms. I still hold onto the fact that he at least talks to me, that means something to me. He could have hated me, and never spoken to me again, but he didn't. I love him for that, in a best friend kind of way.
I'm really trying hard to let go of him, cause I don't think I'll have agreat relationship until I do.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

"C" is for cookie :)

"C" is for cookie, its good enough for me. Goodness I love playing with Morgan :)
She has grown soo much, she is now almost 7 months old, she's only lacking 11 days.!! It's kind of bittersweet to me, I mean, I'm glad she's healthy and growing but I wish she could stay my little baby forever. She has two teeth coming through her bottom gums. I'm dreading when they actually come through, I know she's going to try to bite, she's a baby, that's what they do. Absolutely EVERYTHING that she gets ahold of goes to her mouth. It's kind of cute to watch actually :)

Tyler and Me: we're doing good, we've been together five months now, he h as actually bought me a promise ring :) But he says he isn't giving it to me until his birthday, which is September 28th, but that's okay, I won't die without it. lol He is doing so good with Morgan, you can tell they really love each other. We're back in school now, which means people trying to give him crap about Morgan. Anymore he just lets it roll off, he loves her, he even claims her as his own. It makes me happy that he accepts her and the fact that i have a baby. I just don't know how I feel about them loving each other so much. If Tyler and I were to break up it would devastate both of them. And I don't want that. But I don't really feel like I have to worry about that. We've had a few problems, but we work it out :) I feel like we have a good relationship, but it could be better, most relationships take work, and I'm willing to work on it.


Well, time to put Morgan down for the night, so nyee :))

Saturday, June 26, 2010

time to update (:

So, it's been a while since I have blogged, so I guess it's time for an update, but first I must read what I have posted recently :DD

Okay, so, I have given up on the college scholarship to play soccer at AB, for Morgan. If I did that she would have to be in daycare a lott, and she doesn't like that. She has been so much happier since she is home everyday with me. She's actually turned into my girl since school is over, she was Nana's girl during school. The other night she was crying and throwing a fit, usually when she does that I give her to my mom, she can usually get her to calm down. So, I carried her tom my molm and she tok her for a few minutes and she couldn't get her to calm down, so she told me to come and get her. All she wanted was her mommy, me, that gave me a good feeling knowing that I can make everything better for her.
When we were busy rearranging furniture the other night she was fussing, so I took her to my mom, then my mom yelled for me to come get her, as soon as I walked into the room she stopped crying. She just wanted to be with me. That gives me a great feeling. I love her so much. I can't believe she's gonna be 5 months old soon.

We had a court hearing Wednesday, it went good. Morgan's "father" ordered DNA. So I guess that it will go from there. I know she is his baby though, there is no one else it could be, so I'm not worried. I'm not sure how long everything will take, hopefully not too long though..

I thought that Tyler was going to come over for a while today, but he didn't. His phone is out right now so I haven't talked to him. I wish I could though..

So my mom was cleaning out her closet upstairs and found some old tapes. She had one and it had my cousins on it, cousins I didn't even know existed. She told me their names and I said I am gonna go facebook them :D So I looked them up and my cousin Trever and I talked a little bit, he seemed really excited to hear from me. He said he remembered my brother Jonathon, but didn't know about us. So hopefully him and Josh--his brother can drive up here sometime and we can meet them :) I'm stoked!!!! :D

Friday, June 11, 2010

People

Some people just irk me. I hate the way a lot of people carry themselves, meaning the way they dress, the way they act towards other people, things like that can make a huge impression on a person.
I was just on facebook, and someone liked the little thing that says "they're called skinny jeans, not MAKE you skinny jeans" I rolled laughing almost. The girl that liked it is kinda fatt, and she wears jeans that would be too small for her. her legs aren't fatt, but her upper half is, and I hate it, it's dusgusting, she's annoying, and hardly no one likes her. But anyway...new topic...

So, Calvin met someone that he likes, her name is Hillary, she doesn't want to date, they are just friends right now, but I can tell that calvin wants it to be more. He asked me how I would feel about that. I told him that at this point in my life, I am happy, and if he went out with her and was happy, I would be happy for him, and I would be. I would be super happy for him. I am finally getting over him, and I think it would be great if he went out with that girl. She's his age, and she works at Kroger, so I think they would make a good match. lol I would be happy though.

Tyler was supposed to come over the sevening, but he didn't so I'm a little upset, but I'll get over it I guess. I'm so glad that the only thing wrong with his back is a pulled muscle, I really was worried about him. I was afraid he might have to have surgery, but its just a pulled muscle. I've recenlty been talking to Pat Mcginnis, he's a college soccer coach from AB. I'm actually looking at getting a scholarship to go and play soccer at AB. I will just have to build up my endurance and stuff, cause I suck at running, and they run a LOTTT each day. They run 6-8 miles each practice, so on two a days, that would be 12-16 miles. so I deff need to start running...like..soon. I have 2 years to build up my endurance so, we'll see how it goes...

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Military, life, ugh....

So Calvin says that he's going to join the military, I don't like it too well, but I guess it's a fact of life. The reason I don't like it is because I know that he won't be around AT ALL for a while, and I won't get to see him at all. And honestly. I do still wanna be friends with him. I liked our friendship that we had. I miss it. I don't want Tyler to go into the military either. He talks about going to the Air force occassionally, like Josh, but I don't want him to, that wouild involve him being gone for a longg time, coming hoe for two weeks, then leaving again. and I wouldn't get to be with him much at all, I would hate that. But if he does decided to do that, then I'll support him. I'll always support him in whatever he does, well, unless it's like something illegal like selling cocaine or shooting up. lol
Right now he has 3 different pain meds for his back, they called him the smorning to come back to the hospital for more x-rays, they don't really know what's wrong with it. They now think that it's something with his spine. I told him that his first mistake was going to Braxton Hospital. But actually, his first mistake was putting it off and not letting anyone know the extent of how bad it actually hurt. I don't like to see him in pain like that, it worries me. I'm afraid that he's going to have to have back surgery. :(
But on a better note, I saw him today, at pizza hut, we had a soccer thingy. I scrunched my hair, he told me I looked beautiful. I love hearing that, more than I like being told that I'm "hott", "sexy" and etc......... but yeah, time to go back to facebook, so goodnight people of blogspot, whom actually read my blog, I'll hit ya up later. lmao. I love me. lol

Monday, June 7, 2010

Why....?

So Tyler stayed here all weekend. But, if I was his mother, I wouldn't have let him come over Saturday evening. We had our last soccer game Saturday against Shinntson--we lost, they play superrrr rough though, we had 2 players go to the hospital, and 5 hurt. Let's see, Luke had his collar bone separated, or his shoulder, something--he went to the hospital..Logan hurt his ankle, didn't go...Micheal busted his nose open like 50 million times. I got knocked down by a ball that Jess kicked that hit me right in the face, I cried, lol. And Ty went to the hospital after the game, he only played like tne minutes, most of which was in the back. His back has been hurt since the beginning of the season, he has put it off, and now it's finally to the point where something has to be done about it...They gave him pain medicine and he has to go to physical therapy.
The only thing that worries me about him taking those pain pills is the fact that they are sooo easy to get addicted to,....not that hes a druggy, but I know.

When Calvin got his teeth cut out in December he was on pain meds, and when he quit taking them after only a few days he started having small withdrawals from them.And also my brother did. I know what pills can do to a person, and it's not good. And I would hate for that to happen. I love that boy too much. He has to double up on both his math and english next year, cause he's lazy and doesn't do his work. He can do his work, he's just too lazy. I told him that if he wants to continue to date me then he needs to buckle down and do his work and pass.

He said something about Calvin the sevening when I was talking about the pain pills, he said he wished he had overdosed on them and died. I got up set and wanted to yell at him. I asked him why he was being so mean, when he never even knew Calvin. He said that he hates him because of what he did to me, and I told him he didn't physically hurt me, and he never did anything to him. And then he said that he was sorry and he didn't mean that. I was upset, so I ws crying a little bit, so he was upset about that. So he apologized and said that he didn't mean it and that he was sorry and he shouldn't have said that cause he knows I loved Calvin, and he thinks I still do....and bla bla bla.

My mom and I talk alot about all of this stuff, we pretty much talk a bout everything, and my mom says that with neither of us(me and Calvin) being completely over it, then neither of us will ever have a good relationship. And part of me thinks she is right, I mean, Tyler and I have a greatt relationship, it could be better at times, but I'm not complaining. But part of me still thinks about how it could be, and he told me the other day he wasn't happy either. I was Calvin's first girlfriend, and sometimes I still cry when I think about us. I hate it, cause I have a boyfriend, and I should be okay by now, considering Tyler and I have been together for over two months, and it's been four months since me and Calvin broke up. So why can't I just get over it?!!!

Anyways, im tired of writing, so bye :)

Thursday, June 3, 2010

bla bla bla bla

so im setting here in homeroon next to tyler, we had to do our scheduling today so we were all in the commons area alllllll dayyyy longgggg....It was boringggg, but I got to be with tyler all day. although, hw kind of upset me cause one of his friends said something and i didnt find it very funny, but Tyler laughed, and it upset me that he laughed, he shouldn't have laughed about it. What he said was rude.
But other than that my day has been pretty good. My stomach started cramping after I ate lunch, but I was starvinngggggggg, so it was worth it, I guess. hahaa.
I gave Tyler my notebook today, its filled with over a hundred pages. He's gonna read it all, I'm not sure how long it will take him to read it, hopefully not too long, cause I want it back eventually. I told him he could read it under a few conditions. 1)nobody else reads it. 2)he doesnt discuss whats in it with anyone but me. 3)I wanted some feedback from him on it.
It's my personal notebook that I write everything in, my thought, my daily schedule, my whole life, it's more personal than my blog.

I can't wait until this weekend, Ty gets to come over and stay, he'll be with me the whole day tomorrow and most of the weekend, I'm gonna miss him when school goes out, cause I won't get to see him everyday. :(
I love him so much, I love how he accepts me and Morgan, but I've talked about this 50 million times, so new topic....

I read Carissa's blog, it is wayyyy shorter than mine, like, one of my entries, is her entire blog, its crazyyyy lol. I love blogging, and reading other people's blogs. I like to know what's going on in people's lives. :D lol

But now I'm tired of typing, so bye :)

Thursday, May 27, 2010

boredommmm

so im bored, as always...setting in fourth period, which would normally be 8th period. We had semester testing today for first through fourth periods...but for my fourth period Mrs. Singleton just takes our wiki pages, our team pages and stuff like that for our semester test. So thst's good, gives me a free period for t he most part...I learned an awesome card trick today. It is AMAZINNGGGGGGG! I can blow people's mids with that trick. I loveee ittt!!!! Luke Whitney was aboslutely amazed by it. lol I'm gonna get him with it again later. :)

Morgan is at home right now with my brother, she would normally be at daycare but she was sick last night and the smorning. So my brother is babysitting her for the day . I told my mom she was sick the smorning and she told me I would have to stay home with her then but I told her I couldn't because of my tests. My mom had originally planned to get her some pedialite the smorning but instead she gave her a little bit of powerade. So now she is doing better.

I miss blogging...lol, I havent been nlogging as often as i used to, I used to do it everyday, but not so much anymore. I just blog now and then. Tyler reads my blog sometimes...I dont think he has ever read the whole thing though, he would prolly think I was psycho if he did. lol
Calvin used to read it, like, religiously...idk if he still reads it or not. I actually miss Calvin a little bit. He's going to graduate tomorrow....then I'll only see him at Kroger, and he doesn't plan on being there for long, he wants to go into the military. I'm not sure what branch....but still....You know. I don't even miss "us" anymore, I just miss talking to hinm all the time. Not only did we have agreat relationship, but a great friendship, and a lot of couples don't have that. Honestly, Tyler and I dont have that, well I dont think so. Mine and Calvin's relationship was so much better than mine and Tyler's. Tyler and I don't fight too much, but we argue some. We've been arguing a lot since he wrote that note to Sami, that's actually when all of our problems started. I mean, I love the boy to death, but I don't like arguing with him. And I love his family too. Sometimes he'll act like he's mad, then he won't tell me what's wrong, or he'll say something really fast and won't tell me what he said, and he chews snuff sometimes, and he knows I don't like it, cause it is digusting, and I can't stand the smell of it, but he does it anyway. And if he's gonna do something one weekend, I'll ask him what he's doing and he'll tell me not to worry about it. And I don't like when he tells me that, it makes me think that he's doing something that he really doesn't want me to know about.
I have fun with Tyler, I really do, more than I ever did with Calvin, Tyler and I do everything together, he's always at my house, I go places with him and his family, he goes with mine, he plays on my soccer team---he's the best :) I love him, but idk what to do about us arguing. Anyway, he gets his braces off tomorrow, he thinks they are horrible, but I really don't mind them, actually, I think they are kind of cute. lol
I've never seen him without them though I don't think. I looked at some old yearbook pictures of him from when he was in like 7th grade...and oh my gosh...he looks like such a faggggg. lol but I still love him. and nowI have to go peeeeeeee. lol soo byeeee :)

Monday, May 24, 2010

can i bite you, your wenis?

bahahha
"Can I bite you?"
"...If you want to." Nathan
"Your wenis?"
"Um...I guess, if you want to." Nathan
"Nathan, you have a big wenis."
lmao love my fourth period. haha, so i showed mrs singleton all of my blogs, s he didnt read them, hopefully she doesn't she'll think I'm a nut case...hahha, most people prolly already think that.

Friday was the last official days for seniors. So it was Calvin's last day, we sat and talked all during fourth period. I'm gonna miss him. He gave me a hug before he left..and I cried a little. I know, I'm such a baby. I told him we could still hang out sometime...but he played it like he was gonna be too busy this whole summer with basic training, which i know he will be, but he'll be back eventually, but he doesn't wanna hang out with me I don't think. But I'll survive.
I still have Tyler. I love that boy so much, he already wrote plans up for a house for us...but I"m still kinda like....uhh....tyler...slow down a little bit....
but yeah, it's a dream i guess, but its almost lunch, so ill have to write on here more later. I love tanya too :D

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

been soo longgg

I haven't written a blog in like 50 million years :D
My life has been a little exciting lately....well...kind of. Lets see, Morgan is three months old now, she has beguan to roll over and giggle. The first time she giggled we were in the Yukon coming home from soccer practice. Alyssa and I were both in the back seat attempting to get Morgan to stop crying. She finally stopped and started giggling!! It was so cute!! I teared up a little bit :D I know, I'm such a girl :D lol She also got her ears peirced. They are so cute, but we had to go through a lot of crap to get them done. We were at the mall in Clarksburg and went into Icing, By Claire's. They asked how old she was, I said three months, which I lied cause I knew they wouldnt do it unless she was three months old, she was only lacking like three days..but still...Then they asked me if I was her mother and of course I said yes, the woman behind the counter said "you're not eighteen are you?"
And I said no why, and then she told me that I coulnd't sign for her to get her ears peirced because I'm not 18. Even though I am her mother, I cant sign for her. Which I personally think is a bunch of crap considering I can sign for her to get shots, I HAVE to sign for her to get her medical treatments, but I cant sign for her to get her ears peirced!!! I think it's a bunch of crap. But like my mother always says, "there's more than one way to skin a cat" Maenaing there are ways around getting things done. So we went to Wal-Mart and told them that my mom was Morgan's mom. The woman so didn't believe her, but she couldn't prove her wrong considering she only had her word to go by. So we got her ears peirced, they are so cute!! she got little diamonds, the diamonds themselves are fake, but the gold is 24 ct. We're starting her out young!! :D I know that when she grows up she is gonna be so spoiled, well, she already is :) She has a few outfits that she has never worn and prolly never will cause she grew out of them too quickly. She has tons of clothes still.

Let's see, with the boyfriend, I am still dating Tyler, we had a down time for about 3 days, but we worked everything out. I would just love to beat that girl up still. I hate when stupid little girls try to mess things up. But she, Tyler, Dottie, and a few other people begged me not to do it, then I had to set in the office the day I was gonna get her. But I told her that if I so much as heard tell that she spoke his name then I would get her, and she knows that I am serious too. :)
The other day Tyler was over at the house, I was gonna clip Morgan's finger nails, he said that he would do it for me. I am so afraid to do it, I hate doing it. I'm afraid I'll catch her finger or something. But anyways, he was doing it and he acccidentally got her thumb!! He felt soo bad, he said hes never gonna clip another fingernail in his life, but I just kept telling him that it wasn't his fault, things happen. She didn't even cry, she's a beast. :) Just like her momma :)

Tyler is sucha great boyfriend. He takes up for me and I love it. The other day at a soccer game one of the boys from the other team looked at me and said "Eli needs a date to prom next year" I said "I have a boyfriend" And Tyler looked at him and said "he can have a date with my fist" and he was dead serious. I love that boy so much. My new theme song is "Wrong Baby Wrong" by Martina McBride. I love that song, it definitely sums up the whole Calvin breakup for me, about moving on and stuff. I thought that I would never get over him, but I have. I've completely moved on, but he doesn't make anything better by telling Tanya that he still loves me but things could never be the same between us. And yeah, part of me hates that, but I am so happy with Tyler. His familay loves both me and Morgan. They accept us so well. Calvin's family would never do that! And with me having Morgan, I can't date someone whose family doesn't accept me. My parents even like Tyler. They let him stay at the house alll the time. They actually like Ty better than Calvin because he's more "down to earth" I guess you culd say. With Calvin I felt like I had to be more than what I am, because of the kind of people he hangs out with and that kinda stuff. But with Tyler, it's not like that. I love it! I love him. I swear, I am gonna marry him :)