Thursday, May 27, 2010

boredommmm

so im bored, as always...setting in fourth period, which would normally be 8th period. We had semester testing today for first through fourth periods...but for my fourth period Mrs. Singleton just takes our wiki pages, our team pages and stuff like that for our semester test. So thst's good, gives me a free period for t he most part...I learned an awesome card trick today. It is AMAZINNGGGGGGG! I can blow people's mids with that trick. I loveee ittt!!!! Luke Whitney was aboslutely amazed by it. lol I'm gonna get him with it again later. :)

Morgan is at home right now with my brother, she would normally be at daycare but she was sick last night and the smorning. So my brother is babysitting her for the day . I told my mom she was sick the smorning and she told me I would have to stay home with her then but I told her I couldn't because of my tests. My mom had originally planned to get her some pedialite the smorning but instead she gave her a little bit of powerade. So now she is doing better.

I miss blogging...lol, I havent been nlogging as often as i used to, I used to do it everyday, but not so much anymore. I just blog now and then. Tyler reads my blog sometimes...I dont think he has ever read the whole thing though, he would prolly think I was psycho if he did. lol
Calvin used to read it, like, religiously...idk if he still reads it or not. I actually miss Calvin a little bit. He's going to graduate tomorrow....then I'll only see him at Kroger, and he doesn't plan on being there for long, he wants to go into the military. I'm not sure what branch....but still....You know. I don't even miss "us" anymore, I just miss talking to hinm all the time. Not only did we have agreat relationship, but a great friendship, and a lot of couples don't have that. Honestly, Tyler and I dont have that, well I dont think so. Mine and Calvin's relationship was so much better than mine and Tyler's. Tyler and I don't fight too much, but we argue some. We've been arguing a lot since he wrote that note to Sami, that's actually when all of our problems started. I mean, I love the boy to death, but I don't like arguing with him. And I love his family too. Sometimes he'll act like he's mad, then he won't tell me what's wrong, or he'll say something really fast and won't tell me what he said, and he chews snuff sometimes, and he knows I don't like it, cause it is digusting, and I can't stand the smell of it, but he does it anyway. And if he's gonna do something one weekend, I'll ask him what he's doing and he'll tell me not to worry about it. And I don't like when he tells me that, it makes me think that he's doing something that he really doesn't want me to know about.
I have fun with Tyler, I really do, more than I ever did with Calvin, Tyler and I do everything together, he's always at my house, I go places with him and his family, he goes with mine, he plays on my soccer team---he's the best :) I love him, but idk what to do about us arguing. Anyway, he gets his braces off tomorrow, he thinks they are horrible, but I really don't mind them, actually, I think they are kind of cute. lol
I've never seen him without them though I don't think. I looked at some old yearbook pictures of him from when he was in like 7th grade...and oh my gosh...he looks like such a faggggg. lol but I still love him. and nowI have to go peeeeeeee. lol soo byeeee :)

Monday, May 24, 2010

can i bite you, your wenis?

bahahha
"Can I bite you?"
"...If you want to." Nathan
"Your wenis?"
"Um...I guess, if you want to." Nathan
"Nathan, you have a big wenis."
lmao love my fourth period. haha, so i showed mrs singleton all of my blogs, s he didnt read them, hopefully she doesn't she'll think I'm a nut case...hahha, most people prolly already think that.

Friday was the last official days for seniors. So it was Calvin's last day, we sat and talked all during fourth period. I'm gonna miss him. He gave me a hug before he left..and I cried a little. I know, I'm such a baby. I told him we could still hang out sometime...but he played it like he was gonna be too busy this whole summer with basic training, which i know he will be, but he'll be back eventually, but he doesn't wanna hang out with me I don't think. But I'll survive.
I still have Tyler. I love that boy so much, he already wrote plans up for a house for us...but I"m still kinda like....uhh....tyler...slow down a little bit....
but yeah, it's a dream i guess, but its almost lunch, so ill have to write on here more later. I love tanya too :D

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

been soo longgg

I haven't written a blog in like 50 million years :D
My life has been a little exciting lately....well...kind of. Lets see, Morgan is three months old now, she has beguan to roll over and giggle. The first time she giggled we were in the Yukon coming home from soccer practice. Alyssa and I were both in the back seat attempting to get Morgan to stop crying. She finally stopped and started giggling!! It was so cute!! I teared up a little bit :D I know, I'm such a girl :D lol She also got her ears peirced. They are so cute, but we had to go through a lot of crap to get them done. We were at the mall in Clarksburg and went into Icing, By Claire's. They asked how old she was, I said three months, which I lied cause I knew they wouldnt do it unless she was three months old, she was only lacking like three days..but still...Then they asked me if I was her mother and of course I said yes, the woman behind the counter said "you're not eighteen are you?"
And I said no why, and then she told me that I coulnd't sign for her to get her ears peirced because I'm not 18. Even though I am her mother, I cant sign for her. Which I personally think is a bunch of crap considering I can sign for her to get shots, I HAVE to sign for her to get her medical treatments, but I cant sign for her to get her ears peirced!!! I think it's a bunch of crap. But like my mother always says, "there's more than one way to skin a cat" Maenaing there are ways around getting things done. So we went to Wal-Mart and told them that my mom was Morgan's mom. The woman so didn't believe her, but she couldn't prove her wrong considering she only had her word to go by. So we got her ears peirced, they are so cute!! she got little diamonds, the diamonds themselves are fake, but the gold is 24 ct. We're starting her out young!! :D I know that when she grows up she is gonna be so spoiled, well, she already is :) She has a few outfits that she has never worn and prolly never will cause she grew out of them too quickly. She has tons of clothes still.

Let's see, with the boyfriend, I am still dating Tyler, we had a down time for about 3 days, but we worked everything out. I would just love to beat that girl up still. I hate when stupid little girls try to mess things up. But she, Tyler, Dottie, and a few other people begged me not to do it, then I had to set in the office the day I was gonna get her. But I told her that if I so much as heard tell that she spoke his name then I would get her, and she knows that I am serious too. :)
The other day Tyler was over at the house, I was gonna clip Morgan's finger nails, he said that he would do it for me. I am so afraid to do it, I hate doing it. I'm afraid I'll catch her finger or something. But anyways, he was doing it and he acccidentally got her thumb!! He felt soo bad, he said hes never gonna clip another fingernail in his life, but I just kept telling him that it wasn't his fault, things happen. She didn't even cry, she's a beast. :) Just like her momma :)

Tyler is sucha great boyfriend. He takes up for me and I love it. The other day at a soccer game one of the boys from the other team looked at me and said "Eli needs a date to prom next year" I said "I have a boyfriend" And Tyler looked at him and said "he can have a date with my fist" and he was dead serious. I love that boy so much. My new theme song is "Wrong Baby Wrong" by Martina McBride. I love that song, it definitely sums up the whole Calvin breakup for me, about moving on and stuff. I thought that I would never get over him, but I have. I've completely moved on, but he doesn't make anything better by telling Tanya that he still loves me but things could never be the same between us. And yeah, part of me hates that, but I am so happy with Tyler. His familay loves both me and Morgan. They accept us so well. Calvin's family would never do that! And with me having Morgan, I can't date someone whose family doesn't accept me. My parents even like Tyler. They let him stay at the house alll the time. They actually like Ty better than Calvin because he's more "down to earth" I guess you culd say. With Calvin I felt like I had to be more than what I am, because of the kind of people he hangs out with and that kinda stuff. But with Tyler, it's not like that. I love it! I love him. I swear, I am gonna marry him :)