Wednesday, April 7, 2010

wonderful :)

So, yesterday was another wonderful evening with the boyfriend. It was amazing, even though we didn't really do anything. Let's see, when he first got here, neither of my parents were home, just my aunt, so he came in and stood in the doorway. I said, "You can set down, Tyler." He said no he wasn't allowed because my parents weren't home. Although my mom had already told my aunt that it was okay for him to be here, seeing as she would be home soon after. Anyways, since he 'wasn't allowed' to set down, we went outside. I carried Morgan out so that Katie--Tyler's sister could see her, and I met Katie's boyfriend Doug. We just stood out there and talked and hung out until my mom got home. She brought chicken home for dinner, so I grabbed a piece of that to eat, and I dropped it in the floor, so my dog, Major, decided that he would swallow it whole. It was funny. After my dad got home we all piled in the Yukon to go to Phyllis's house, a woman my mom knows, to go get a bed. Tyler helped carry it, actually, Tyler and I carried most everything yesterday. He was big help though, it was easier moving stuff with him than it would have been with my dad cause my dad gets all pissy over stuff. Phyllis lives on a hill, so when I got out of the car with Morgan, Tyler took her from me so that I wouldn't drop her, or fall with her. He's so sweet. Then we came home.

We sat here at the computer for a while, sat in the swing in the side yard, then my little sister decided that she wanted him to show her that he could flip on the soccer ball. So we went to the front yard and played. We have such a fun relationship. I'm glad that we don't have to be so serious. When it got dark we took a blanket outside and laid on the hill and squawked at cars. It was fun to scare people. Tyler and I played in the road, and two guys on a four wheeler went by and asked us if we needed help with something.
Then when my sister finally went in side we just laid on the blanket in the grass and looked at the stars. We even saw a shooting star!! It was neat, considering I had never seen one before, and it was kinda romantic, not gonna lie. And yes, of course I made a wish :D The power went off while we were outside, we thought that my mom had shut the porch light off because it flashed, but it was the power. When we came back inside my house we got back on the computer, and made him a myspace :P He's now my top friend :) lol

Monday, April 5, 2010

oh how i love blogging. :)

Well, I decided against going to prom with Stevie. Instead I'm gonna stay homse and hang out with Tyler that night :)
My reason...well, Tyler told me that Stevie asked him the other night how he would feel is he f*cked me. So, I'm not gonna go if that's all he wants. So I'm not gonna go with him Tyler didn't tel me not to go, he didn't even ask me not to go. He just told me what he said, and I told him that I wasn't gonna go with him, he told me that he still wanted me to go, but i told him that we would hang out that night. If he had told me not to go with Stevie, that would have given me more incentive to go, so I prolly would have. lol I'm not gonna let a boy control my life. hah. Hmm, Tyler wants me to go to the movies with him, his sister Katie and Doug, Katie's boyfriend, but I doubt my parents will let me, Tyler is gonna ask my dad though. I hope he does, I mean, it's not like we're gonna be doing it. I already told Tyler we weren't going to and he's fine with that. I'm not having sex again with anyone until I have a ring on my finger--my left hand ring finger that is. haha. Tyler might come over Wednesday, I hope so. If he comes over, he'll go to church with us, which will be good for him. I'll get to see him tomorrow during soccer practice, but that's only for two hours, and I won't get to hang out with him that much.

We have to run a mile and a half tomorrow at soccer, and they are gonna time us. I'm probably gonna have one of the slowest times. But oh well, I feel like I'm doing pretty good for just having a baby 8 weeks ago.
Marissa and her mom came over to see me and Morgan. Marissa and I aren't great friends, but we're gonna be better friends soon. Her mom seems cool, kinda crazy, but cool. They brought Morgan 4 outfits. They are all so cute!!
She is growing out of her 0-3 months clothes. Most all of her sleepers are too small for her now. right now she only has one 3-6 months sleeper that fits real good. its so cute! I can't believe how big she is getting!!! And she's only 7 weeks old!!!

well, I'm gonna have to get off here and go find something to eat. I'm kinda hungry! haha.

Friday, April 2, 2010

i miss him already :(

So, Tyler came over the sevening, and he just left. I miss him already, I had a great evening with him, and we didn't even do anything, we just sat around my house and chilled. I really had a lot of fun though.

Let's see, we got home and sat on the couch for a little bit. Then when Morgan woke up I picked her up out of her swing. Jug was here visiting my dad about stuff for the fire department, well, after Jug left Daddy told Tyler that he had to have a discussion with him. He told him that he wanted him to treat me right and as long as he did then they would get along. They walked a little bit about Morgan and how it wasn't his job to be her daddy. My dad told him that he [tyler] didn't know just how ok he was with us dating. I'm glad that we have both mine and his parents approval. We ate dinner, and sat in the kitchen for an hour and just talked, about everything. We went outside and sat for a little bit in the swing, then Morgan woke up and was crying, so I came back in to take care of her. She decided that she was hungry after all once we left the computer desk and went to the couch. I hollered at Rhaynin and asked her to bring me Morgan's bottle off the desk. Tyler got up from the couch and went and got it for me. It was so sweet. He is the best boyfriend ever...for now...of course I thought that about Calvin also.
Anyways, at one point in the evening we were setting here at my computer and I had Morgan on my lap. Daddy needed me for something in the living room, so when I got up Tyler put his arms out for me to give her to him. oh, this is just so sweet to me. I mean, it's not his job to do that, but I'm really glad that he accepts her the way he does.

My mom took Morgan after having me fix her a cereal bottle and Tyler and I went back to setting in the swing outside. We sat out there for like an hour or so, then my sister came out and said that my mom said it was time to come inside, which was fine with me. So then we came back in and sat back down at the computer and then his sister came to pick him up. I wish he could have stayed longer. I really enjoyed the sevening even though we didn't do anything.

This week we have Spring Break, so I won't get to see him everyday, but at least I'll get to see him Tuesday and Thursday evening, who knows, maybe we can work something out for during the day one day, if my mom doesn't work. :)

Tyler said that a couple people have been giving him a little hell about us, but he wouldn't tell me who they were. He said they have written him notes asking me why he's dating me and he tells them because he cares about me. :)

I've liked this boy since I was in 8th grade, and now we're finally together. I love it. :)
Even while Calvin and I were together we would talk, I mean, not about dating or anything, but we were still friends. It's not that way with Andre though, he's not talking to me again, playing the same game he did with Calvin. Although, this time it is a little different: I knew that Andre liked me this time, he told me. I told him straight up though that I could't date him, I even told him the reason why. But now he's not talking to me, oh well though. His loss, not mine. :)
ily <3

Tyler :)

So, tuesday, March 30, I got a new boyfriend. :) His name is Tyler Scott Coleman. :) He plays on my soccer team, my parents both like him, his parents like me, and our parents know each other so it works. Tyler told me that he was gonna ask me out on Monday, but then that changed to Tuesday. I was walking through the hallway after seventh period and he yelled for me. I said "what do you want?" He said that he wanted a hug and I said why, you're not my boyfriend. He said, "well, I could be." And I said, but you're not. He asked me if I wanted him to be, and I told him only if he wanted to be, and he said he wanted to be, so that's how it began. I've liked this boy for about 2 years now, and he's finally my boyfriend, which makes me super happyyyyy :)

He's coming over tonight, and will be there until 10 or so, he's riding the bus home with me and his parents are gonna come pick him up. I don't know what we'll do. probably just set around my hosue and chill, but that's okay. At least I'll get ot hang out with him. Last night at soccer practice I asked him if it bothered him, or if it was weird to him that I had a baby, and he said that if it bothered him then he wouldn't be dating me. I told him that as my boyfriend I didn't want him to think that it was his job to be Morgan's daddy, but he said that as my boyfirned, he would want to, and I really liked that, but at the same time I was kinda thinking...um...going a little too fast...lol I asked him how his parents felt about it and he said that his parents were fine, he said that his dad told him that if anyone said anything negative to him or me to pop 'em one. lol And I really think that Tyler would. He's a sweet boy.